OMG!!!

Juz checked my result and it turn out to be real damn bad. but maybe for some of u it ain't as bad as BAD, but i want it to be much much way better ... sorry cuz i don't have the confident to tell u what i got ... what i can tell u is, my CGPA now is only 3.52 ... lame2 makin turun~ i dunno wat to do, i'm thinking of rechecking my exam paper but it's already Friday and all the staff will be having their weekend off ...

God, i juz can't stop thinking about it. Plz tell me that this is juz a nightmare that when i wake up my grades are as juz as i want it to be.... Plz, plz, plz, pretty plz .........

LIKE I BLOODY CARE!

Suke ati la i nk wat cm ne! it's not dat u r that perfect either .. pandai ckp org, kat umah xde cermin ker????!

Wo Jiao ....

I bet like most of my frens don't really noe my real name ... they only know me by Aida or even Milly ... odd but true ...

Not half of my frens noe my real name which is actually Nursyahida Nazir... not really ur fault though for not knowing it, i myself prefer to be called aida or milly, since even my family calls me that ..

Even if u ask my cousins if they knew who Syahida is.. they'll be like Do we have any Syahida here???... Only certian teachers n lecturers call me that, most of them call me Aida

People always ask me where did i get Milly Vindiely from ... well actually i kinda invented it, Milly came from a movie called Ada Apa Dengan Cinta (if u still remember that movie), i was in form 2 (i think so) when i watched that movie n felt attached to 1 of the characters which is abviously Milly ... Vindiely actually came from ... well i heard the radio was talking about vanilla, then i was like, vanilla, vanilla, vanilla, vindiely??? lolx

So that's how i got Milly Vindiely ... As for Syahida, ppl somtimes asks me y isn't it Ida instead? hurmzz as far as i remember, my mom said my sis started to call me that, so Aida I am!

Dear Who Ever U Really Are

For the very last f****** time i want to tell u, STOP CALLING + SMS-ING me!! I wont pick up the phone n neither will I reply ur sms ... didn't i told u to stay away from my f****** life??? yet u still sms n call me ... I've told u over n over again ... there was once that i actually thought u did understand me, but i guess i was dead wrong ... at first u said, ok i won't disturb u anymore ... but it only took u about few hours(not even a day) to text me back, saying I've deleted ur num but ur num is still in my heart.

I mean YuckkkS!. u think that would actually believe dat? HELL NO!

Today u sent me another msg, i meant 2 msges since I totally ignored ur calls



What the heck??? U don't noe me, n clearly I don't noe u ... U don't even noe my name for godsake, i mean i could be sombdy's wife or even grandma!!!!

Juz do me this favour... stop sms-ing + calling me. I WILL NEVER reply ur sms neither ur calls. Juz stay away plz???
I'm trying to be real polite here ..... not~

P/S: sedozen love??? guling2 i gelak kot .. lolx

Me Shopaholic??? Naaaaa Can't be

I really should be extra triple careful with how I’m spending my money … juz from 12th nov til 30th nov I’ve spent like Rm1407 … and I withdrew about rm1000! I didn’t realize that until I checked my acc … I’m like OMG how could I’ve spent this much? I don’t think I can find anything that I’ve bought … erk where did I put those things???? Owh ppl help me overcoming my spending habit … I DO NOT want to be a shopaholic… bole bankrupt la one day nih~

How could I have spent until 1.4k??? Started on 15th nov I was already at home, so there’s no need for me to buy food, except when I go out …. Erk maybe it’s bcause I spent too much on clothes which I don’t actually where thm??? No wonder la my wardrobe runtuh! Lol

Guess I have to control my obsession in spending rite now! Cuz I really don’t wanna be a shopaholic!

I think i need to operate my heart

i juz can't figure out how my heart works ... am i feeling less or something? or is it doesn't even functioning? i mean i've always been confused about my feelings(not that i'm confused if i like boys or not), i sometimes like that boy, than suddenly my heart will be telling me dat he's not da one...

i really2 don't wanna hurt ppl but arghhhh how can i figure out how my heart works? anyone?
buzz me if u noe .. or even if u hav a clue ... bcause i'm done off wondering who i like, what i want ... i juz need some help~

owh wait! maybe i'm undecided type of ppl .. erk does it even exist? if it doesn't i'm creating one ... for myself obviously ..

i've been telling myself over n over again, not to do da same mistakes over n over again ... tp i always follow my heart rather thn my brain .. tgk ap da jadi! it served me rite~ mmg padan muke ...

i juz hope, someday, oneday, i cn figure out how my heart functions ... finger crossed!

Da besa da die

This one is funny
well for me it is ...
my 15 year old bro da ad gf ... lol
who would think that dia akan ad gf ..
since senyap nk mampos
nk beli brng pn kne suro kakak dia nih ckpkan!

haha d "gf" sgt d kenali~
mane xnye kwn sendiri pnye adik! lolx

Aish bru 15 da nk couple2
ap la bdk zaman skrng nih ...
study la ...
reslt PMR pn x kuar lg ..
nnt g U bru le cr gf ...
(padahal kakak dia form 2 da couple kot ... lol let's keep it a secret shall we?)

Anyway everyone needs love!